so for the online show, i'm supposed to be taping these at-home confessionals where i expose my deepest, darkest innermost secrets. not really. but i am supposed to talk about things...kind of like i do on my blog...but everytime i turn on the camera i totally freeze up. and when i say freeze, i mean stammer like a fool and then start giggling like an idiot and then eventually have to just turn it off.
last night i had ben sit with me and talk with me on camera to try to loosen up but even that made me feel awkward. less awkward, but still awkward.
i just don't know what to say!
and then of course, the opportune times for some good footage...such as caleb's 45 minute meltdown where he threatened to run away about a million times...i don't jump on & then think about it after the fact.
maybe i'm just not cut out for this stuff. yikes, should have thought about how boring i actually am before i agreed to be on the show.
anyone have any great ideas??
4 comments:
That sounds like a job for girlfriends. You need some girlfriends to come and talk about pregnancy with you.
I can't imagine it would be an easy task. I must say i don't envy...
Just thought of something. This being your... second baby, are you more nervous for the actual "labor" portion or recovery since you know what's going on this time?
I have three now and I got more nervous each time. That is actually a major factor in not having another one because I remember now... labor is not fun. (although, I am a non-epidural-birth kind of girl, so maybe that's why)
So fun! I behaved like a strange deer in the headlights when the camera was here for your shower so I cannot even imagine what it feels like everyday.
Hmmm...unfortunately I don't have any good suggestions, but let me tell you. You are NOT a boring person! I'm sure everyone watching will be entertained! lol Love ya Lyns! Hang in there! =)
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